Andrea's Entries
The Drama Never Stops
Episode 217 - Watch Webisode
I had a lot of issues. I know myself pretty well, but I think just because you know your problems, it doesn't mean sh*t unless you actually commit yourself to working on it. So yeah, some days I still freak out over how I look, some days I eat when I'm bored and some days I really want to go back to that place because it’s a lot easier to turn to food instead of dealing with your problems. But every day that I don't is another day I am stronger and happier and proud of myself for fighting. I don't want to be a bulimic just like a drug addict doesn't want to be addicted to drugs and an alcoholic doesn't want to drink. I learned that I really need to not be so judgmental as well. I was really selfish and a bad friend a lot of the time.
With that in mind I saw next week’s episode because I'm special and amazing. Well, I am so not looking forward to it. I think I may just win worst friend of the year award along with biggest hypocrite. Stay tuned guys, the drama never stops.