Andrea's Entries
Not My Intentions
Episode 218 - Watch Webisode - Watch Andrea's Interview
I didn't know anything that had happened before I got there except from Cordelia's point of view. When the Hyenas were nice and started to warm up to me, I started to wonder if maybe I had misjudged them. But now that I have watched I realize everything Cordelia told me about their behavior was true. I don't think they are evil, but I do think they didn't realize the harm their insults and jokes did to Cordelia. She would tell me that she was so traumatized that she was could hardly put on her eyeliner because her hand would shake so badly. She had protected me from that and I should have been grateful. Instead I thought she was just overreacting. I remember being on the couch and hearing the Hyenas say that they thought Cordelia had some trauma from her past that she had carried over into the house. I felt bad talking about her issues to them, but I wasn't close to Darlen and I really didn't know what to do. When Cordelia would get drunk, she would get really angry and say all these really extreme things, then the next day not remember saying it.
Niki's was a horrible night. Originally we drew straws to see who could drink. Darlen and I won, but Cordelia asked if she could switch and I agreed to be the designated driver. Those guys at Niki's were disgusting pig men and it was great watching Cordelia humiliate them.