Andrea's Entries
Not My Intentions
Episode 218 - Watch Webisode - Watch Andrea's Interview
I wanted Cordelia hear me and understand I totally knew what she was saying but she was so angry that she didn't care.
We ended up getting home after walking like 5 miles in the wrong direction to the car. I felt really bad and totally shocked because I didn't get where all of this rage was coming from. We didn't tell the hyenas what happened, but the next week it got worse. I didn't really understand it because I don't have the desire to drink everyday. I figured if she was in a safe place and not in a reactive situation it would be alright for her to drink and have fun. Like I said, I do not think Cordelia is an alcoholic. I think being in that place is really anxiety causing especially if you are already an introspective and emotional person. I know that since leaving the house she doesn't have the same issues and can drink a glass of wine with dinner and not get out of control. I am really proud of her. I just wish I had known how to be a better friend.