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My blood was boiling
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And I didn't think it was who Cordelia was until I saw this episode. I have been going through life the last few months thinking I had really f*cked up, and I was the one responsible. Now I find that the whole thing was practically planned that way. I don't feel like an idiot, but I do feel rather enlightened. I mean, Cordelia really wasn't even upset about the blog anymore. I think it was an opportunity she saw to get everyone on her side. And I think to her it was more important to have the whole house with her, than to keep me as a friend. The whole thing was controlled by her, and it is almost gross to watch. She completely manipulated the situation. She had Hanna acting like her friggin protector, screaming at me. How ironic that Hanna would come so completely to her side. I think a lot of it was fueled by guilt for how they treated Cordelia for weeks in the beginning.
The whole thing is such hypocritical bullsh*t. Yeah, I felt bad for hurting Cordelia, but now I see she was more upset after Josh came than she ever was about the blog.
Now about the other blog. Stupid of me and stupider to even read it. I was backed in a corner and I guess I had to trust what Tanisha was saying. I didn't really have a choice, but it is almost funny how freaked out they all got.