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My blood was boiling
Episode 221 - Watch Webisode - Watch Interview
I think I didn't run at first because I really thought I deserved what I was getting. But now, and especially after watching this episode I realize I didn't at all. The whole thing was so blown out of proportion. The girls just wanted someone to take all their anger out on and since I felt responsible I was bending over and taking it. Well, f*ck that. There is only so much sh*t a person needs in their life, and I had reached my boiling point. The hypocrisy and bullsh*t was suffocating me. To say "f*ck off go home," and then "she is weak for not staying" is so demented and illogical it should be studied in a lab.
So I left. And no I don't think I was running. I was over it. I have no regrets. I was over being a scapegoat and excuse for Cordelia to be "one of the popular girls" and there was no reason to stay. F*ck em if they can't have sympathy, because I don't need their sh*t. I needed to go take care of myself.
Wow, watching Tanisha get arrested was awful. I mean, I know editing does wonders but she didn't really seem to do anything. I feel like it was almost racism. Like the cops showed up and go "um, we don't know what happened so lets just arrest her." What crap!! But I wasn't there so I can't really say.