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My blood was boiling
Episode 221 - Watch Webisode - Watch Interview
What did I learn from all of this? I guess that is important to understand because without learning from our mistakes we just repeat them. Here is what I took away from it. Don't take good friends for granted. Once you lose trust you can't get it back. And don't be a hypocrite when your friends aren't perfect and have flaws, because no one is perfect and when you talk bad about someone, you are really just talking badly about your own character.
I learned that I am not a screaming fighter and that I was the baddest to myself. I had a lot of self-hate and insecurities that ate me alive in the bad girls house. After I left I went back into treatment, and now I am happier and healthier than I have been in years.
From this whole thing, the most important thing I think I know now is that someone else's opinion of me is really not my problem. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion and thoughts and if someone hates on me, f*ck em!!! It's not about me, it's about them. I just live my life, I make mistakes, I learn and every night I sleep soundly because I know I am a good person.