Darlen's Entries
- I was feeling soo...
- I Love Tanisha...
- Visitors and Whores
- So Josh coming to...
- I need to grow up...
- Cordelia - OMG
- You Think You're A...
- Why Judge and Put...
- You Can Only Hear Soo...
- I'm Not One To Talk...
- My So-Called Friends
- And Finally BOOM...
- Excuse Me Alcoholics...
- Everyone Has Their...
- This Was A 24/7 Thing
- We Did It All In Fun
- Disgusting, Gross, but..
- People Easily Get...
- I've Never Been Good...
- I Know What Truly...
- Is This A Wakeup Call...
- Ya'll Can Love Me or...
I've Never Been Good With Confrontation...cont.
Episode 204 - Watch Webisode
lock myself in the bathroom or my room because I would get taunted or hit by someone in my family if I left. I’m not saying names. That’s the past and I'm still emotionally trying to get over it. I never had anyone to turn to because my mother was in another state and my father worked 24/7 sooo I was a 9yr old lil girl getting abused with no one to turn to so I kept my feelings and everything to myself. I have a lot of anger and emotions built up inside me still. Honestly I think that is why I lash out when I'm drunk or even sober.
I will be the first to admit I'm very stubborn and when I get angry I get really angry. That’s a very big flaw of mine. I could always tell Tanisha had a great heart but sometimes I felt like she just got caught up in the drama and the talking sh*t. In my eyes, Tanisha wasn't the type of person to talk sh*t and put someone down all the time, but when Neveen and Hanna came around I felt like maybe she had to impress them or something. The house was def divided. It was Tanisha/Neveen/Hanna vs. Lyric/Jennavecia/Cordelia and me.
I have a big heart and I'm a very sensitive person so just because I ignored Neveen when she would talk sh*t does not make me a coward in my eyes.






