Darlen's Entries
- I was feeling soo...
- I Love Tanisha...
- Visitors and Whores
- So Josh coming to...
- I need to grow up...
- Cordelia - OMG
- You Think You're A...
- Why Judge and Put...
- You Can Only Hear Soo...
- I'm Not One To Talk...
- My So-Called Friends
- And Finally BOOM...
- Excuse Me Alcoholics...
- Everyone Has Their...
- This Was A 24/7 Thing
- We Did It All In Fun
- Disgusting, Gross, but..
- People Easily Get...
- I've Never Been Good...
- I Know What Truly...
- Is This A Wakeup Call...
- Ya'll Can Love Me or...
This Was A 24/7 Thing...cont.
Episode 208 - Watch Webisode
Tanisha did was right but at the same time Tanisha did go and destroy her room so in my eyes they were even. Anyways, once again DRAMA... It was soo annoying and it didn't help when I was still having drama in Austin, in the house, and dealing with my personal issues. I was honestly on the show to change so I'm not making any excuses for my actions except for the fact that I was drunk and when I get drunk I just stop caring and I don't give a F about anything! I know it’s the wrong mentality to have, but like I said that is something I had to work on...and that’s why I was there.
Just for the record, yes I went crazy. I had reached my boiling point but it wasn't all because of the drama in the house.
It also had to do with the fact that I wasn't living my life: we had curfews, we had to call a “bat phone” for every lil thing, and we had to go get the mic taken on and off for everything (like changing shirts etc.)! So we would have to go call the “bat phone.” It was just such from my life in Austin where I don't have a curfew and I don't answer to no one... Anyways, everything just started driving me crazy...CHAOS!!!