Darlen's Entries
- I was feeling soo...
- I Love Tanisha...
- Visitors and Whores
- So Josh coming to...
- I need to grow up...
- Cordelia - OMG
- You Think You're A...
- Why Judge and Put...
- You Can Only Hear Soo...
- I'm Not One To Talk...
- My So-Called Friends
- And Finally BOOM...
- Excuse Me Alcoholics...
- Everyone Has Their...
- This Was A 24/7 Thing
- We Did It All In Fun
- Disgusting, Gross, but..
- People Easily Get...
- I've Never Been Good...
- I Know What Truly...
- Is This A Wakeup Call...
- Ya'll Can Love Me or...
Everyone Has Their Moments...
Mine Are Now On National TV...cont.
Mine Are Now On National TV...cont.
Episode 209 - Watch Webisode
And also since that day I have prayed every night that nothing ever happens to his family or friends and if anything was to happen to let it happen to me...I would rather lose a body part or live with something for the rest of my life then have anything happen to his family...
What they don't show is that while I was drunk he mentioned something about whore or whatever and then I said something and he said “ya mama” as a joke and because I was drunk I thought he called my mom a whore...which he didn't but once again I let my anger and drunkenness take over and I went off...Ash is a great person and he's been nothing but good to me...and he honestly does not deserve all the problems that I have caused him...I love him dearly and wish nothing but great things for him and his family...GOD I really don't think I can ever ever forgive myself for saying what I said...ONCE AGAIN I AM SOO SOO SORRY!!! I can't even talk about it or think about it without crying it’s soo hard to think that I stooped that low. I can only hope at this point that God forgives me...=*(