Darlen's Entries
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Episode 210 - Watch Webisode
THE PICTURE...yes it was me, but I don't remember doing it. It was the night I destroyed the house. I guess before they took me outside I grabbed the pic of her and her boyfriend, not her mom and tore it up. I ended up throwing away the pieces in the hotel trash can. =( I am very sorry about this especially because it was something involving her loved one not just her. When I remembered I had done this, I felt sooo sick to my stomach and the fact that she was blaming Jennavecia just made me feel worse. I had told Cords and Jenn and they did tell me not say anything. Obviously they thought it would be funnier to let her go on like she was, but its not.
First of all nothing would get accomplished except for Tanisha yelling and accusing more and more. I was not going to live the rest of the time there with her yelling all the time. Second, I felt horrible because her pic had nothing to do with me feeling the way I was feeling. I was just soo drunk and destructive. Like I said I was really, really tired of all the drama. I had my own issues going on with my drinking and personal stuff going on at home that I was dealing with. You can tell in my face. As for Jennavecia and Cordelia talking smack saying that I better not say sh*t, etc...whatever.