Darlen's Entries
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I need to grow up and get my life straight
Episode 219 - Watch Webisode
I think I'm just scared of messing up. Not knowing I'm messing up by not having her with me...I know I know it doesn't make sense...I love that little girl soo much and I will always be there for her...I guess I'm still struggling with a lot of my inner pain and anger and I can't make her or anyone happy in life if I'm not happy with myself... Once again I'm only getting older not younger and I need to grow up and mature and get my life straight but it's soo much harder than it seems...=(
I loved hearing her voice and I do cry when I watch the episode... I really hope I can do better for her before it's too late and I lose her love... People are probably wondering if I'm in her life more now. Well she calls me allot now that she memorized my number and I love it.... It's soo cute. She'll call me from my sister's phone pretending to be her. LOL It's the cutest thing in the whole world... Her birthday just passed and yes I spent it with her... We went to the movies and saw Nim's Island etc... I love her soo much!!!
Now this was all during Halloween. I had the cop costume for Markus's bday. We were all supposed to go out and have a great fun night... However there are haters and I guess Markus had drama from before with this Richard Simmons look alike... Well we were all dancing and having fun.